Wednesday, May 14, 2008 . 12:18 AM
Hmm. Just didn't want to go to sleep. So I'm blogging now.Last Night - Ryan Cabrera
Can you feel the rain
Can you feel the cold surround you
You and I are the same
Perfect in our own weird way
Do you believe that things can change
Do you believe they stay the same
'Cause I don't need your light to light my way
I don't need it I'm wide awake
Last night's the last time
I'll shut my eyes
I wanna leave my best side behind when I go
I want you to know
I want you to know
Can you feel me breathe
Can you feel the heart that's beating
I'm sick and tired of feeling
The candle burn inside me
Do you believe that people change
Do you believe they stay the same
'Cause I don't need your light to light my way
I don't need it I'm wide awake
Last night's the last time
I'll shut my eyes
I wanna leave my best side behind when I go
I want you to know that last night's the last time I'll run and hide
I wanna believe I lived my life on fire when I go
I want you to know
I want you to know
Last night's the last time
I'll shut my eyes
I wanna leave my best side behind when I go
I want you to know that last night's the last time I'll run and hide
I wanna believe I lived my life on fire when I go
I want you to know
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 . 11:12 PM
HAHA! although blogger is being stoopz again and refuses to let me upload photos, i shall just blog.haha cuz i suddenly feel very excited about being a CAMP FACIL!
can school hols quickly come quickly come.
haha though there're really dumb stuff like open house coming up :(
Open house USED TO BE FUN.
haha cuz this year jnrs aren't in singapore. damn sad.
hmm but still. there is alot to look forward to!
though i guess i just want to like have fun during hols and stuff.
But nahhhh i'm gonna study and train and find a part time job!
yeah, i shall try to get around to doing that.
ohhh FOOD at scc yesterday was damn good. weekends were tiring. and everyday's tiring cuz it's too busyyyy!
haha but it's fun.
omg pls don't let me be some games station person or whatever crap thingy for camp. plsplspls. and omg i wanna stay up to look at stars all night and take lots of photos and be a cool camp facil! haha. okayyy plsplspls i wanna lead a group and a wish i dont get some idiot as my fellow camp facil.
Sunday, May 4, 2008 . 9:05 PM
Mouth shut - the veronicasWon't keep my mouth shut anymore
I've had my share of closing doors
Now I know I'm not afraid
I know exactly what you'll say
But I'm sorry it's too late
'Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one
I don't like who I've become
I don't like endings. Guess i try to delay endings, or refuse to admit that everything has been said and done, that there's nothing else to it. I get really pissed off sometimes. Pissed off that people can change like that, so you have something better to move on to. So you might have a zillion friends, how does that make it easier for you to forget. Was looking through the photos in my computer, and i dunno, the photos seemed very real. Like they weren't photos, but moments. It's like looking at a photo and remembering everything about that moment, knowing exactly why we were smiling so happily. But the moment's long gone and i know, if we were back at the same place things are gonna be different. And i'm kinda confused. Cuz there're so many things that have happened in my life that i haven't told you about and so many things in your life that probably never crossed your mind to share with me. And I guess I want to tell you how everyone's changing so fast and how things are slipping through my fingers and you'll probably not understand because people don't leave you. I guess they all just flock to you like bees to honey. you were probably never not good enough for anyone, and you probably never hesitated to call someone cuz they might not want to talk to you. You probably never had to spend time being alone or tried to find a way to make things right. k alright i think i'll probably just take this post off soon.